Responses
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heads up i paused around 44 when i first caught up because i wanted to wait till it finished so this is based on those chapters
my personal interpretation is that i think the seme has deep deep psychological issues that prevent him from seeing how he feels about the uke. i think i was upset about him at first, then i realized that he was actually delusional about reality and his feelings. like he cant even conceive he could possibly have feelings despite the physical evidence. not that it excuses him, more that it makes it a more interesting story imo, i might also be wrong about that interpretation cause i havent caught up
before i even BEGIN to go past the first chapter, please someone tell me if the seme is like “I’ve been obsessed with you all this time and could only think about you, but I’ve fucked and dated constantly since my time away, still thought about you tho x” CAUSE IF IT IS. i will not even touch the hot GARBAGE this potentially could be.