having to watch your own people being violated as children both sexually and through neglect and abuse over such a long period of time whilst knowing you've devoted your entire life and faith to the system caused it? then kill your best friend who is like your sibling and suffered just like you only for him to be literally ripped to pieces by the people you protect? whilst those same people debate whether you're a demon they need to attack?
ill take whatever the other option is, i could never be you elva you poor soul ╥﹏╥
having to watch your own people being violated as children both sexually and through neglect and abuse over such a long period of time whilst knowing you've devoted your entire life and faith to the system caused it? then kill your best friend who is like your sibling and suffered just like you only for him to be literally ripped to pieces by the people you protect? whilst those same people debate whether you're a demon they need to attack?
ill take whatever the other option is, i could never be you elva you poor soul ╥﹏╥