i found one of my comments from 2 years ago, saying how i read this bl every year, around this time of the year, and how i love them all, how my heart aches for inbeom, how i crave them to be all friends and happy, how i wanna hug inbeom tight because my baby deserves so much more love, and how i don’t even hate the mister. right now, i finished reading it for the 7th or 8th time and i’ve just realized that the mister’s messed up attraction for kids is actually a trauma response of his brain from when he was in love with his friend but couldn’t express his love for him and then got rejected. i guess he sees his traumatizing crush in every school boy he meets. i hope someday he can heal from this and actually be in a healthy relationship with an adult. as for inbeom, the more i read this story, the more i love him (though he was already my baby since the beginning). he’s so precious, he deserves to be happy too. after those years of reading that bl (which is obviously my favorite one), i actually imagined a spin-off of him and that guy in his new class, in a loving, happy, healthy relationship. i hope the author makes new stories too. i love their writing, their plots and their art. it’s been years and i still won’t abandon hoping for new stories hahaha. i really really love them all, and i get emotional every year.
i found one of my comments from 2 years ago, saying how i read this bl every year, around this time of the year, and how i love them all, how my heart aches for inbeom, how i crave them to be all friends and happy, how i wanna hug inbeom tight because my baby deserves so much more love, and how i don’t even hate the mister. right now, i finished reading it for the 7th or 8th time and i’ve just realized that the mister’s messed up attraction for kids is actually a trauma response of his brain from when he was in love with his friend but couldn’t express his love for him and then got rejected. i guess he sees his traumatizing crush in every school boy he meets. i hope someday he can heal from this and actually be in a healthy relationship with an adult. as for inbeom, the more i read this story, the more i love him (though he was already my baby since the beginning). he’s so precious, he deserves to be happy too. after those years of reading that bl (which is obviously my favorite one), i actually imagined a spin-off of him and that guy in his new class, in a loving, happy, healthy relationship. i hope the author makes new stories too. i love their writing, their plots and their art. it’s been years and i still won’t abandon hoping for new stories hahaha. i really really love them all, and i get emotional every year.