I think the part that was so off putting about this chapter was the fact that chaon is trying to be independent from sehan and sehan doesn’t want that, and sehan goes on to, I dare say, intentionally hurt chaon to the point where it triggers his trauma, and then tries to fuck him, again triggering his trauma WHILE ignoring his feelings and pain and trauma altogether, Sehan’s behavior isn’t even out of love it’s more like an obsession, he cares about HAVING chaon, not about having chaon love him back
I think the part that was so off putting about this chapter was the fact that chaon is trying to be independent from sehan and sehan doesn’t want that, and sehan goes on to, I dare say, intentionally hurt chaon to the point where it triggers his trauma, and then tries to fuck him, again triggering his trauma WHILE ignoring his feelings and pain and trauma altogether, Sehan’s behavior isn’t even out of love it’s more like an obsession, he cares about HAVING chaon, not about having chaon love him back