why do i feel like this is just dan's imagination

I also thought this but the chatting in the middle broke me away from that idea

I hope it is but the sequence is too long for that to be only Dan’s imagination

Yep I think it is going to go down the more dan being confused about his behaviour towards him with and outwith sex like even the consideration of him holding back due to dan's condition like I remember the horror while dan was a beat up wee pulp T_T