same i’m a bit conflicted as well only because of my previous perception of little a. but if i think about it, ive read worse things so i just have to let go of my little crush, categorise him back into scum tops, move on and keep reading. TT all i really hope is that kendrick gets the best apology and aftercare in the world after this
when he first helped milk Milton, Milton didn't consent to having his nipples sucked, he was confused. little a just kinda does whatever he wants. same with Kendrick and his first time getting helped by little a, he had no idea what he was doing, thus there was no consent in either moment. it just so happens that they both liked it in those times, and in this specific moment kendrick is more explicitly "out of it".
Hmmmm now that you say that I guess your kinda right. Maybe the problem I'm having is that before he didn't acknowledge that what he was doing was wrong it was strictly I need to save them pure intentions. But now he knows it's wrong and said it was wrong but is kinda like yea I imma do it anyways because I want him to depend on me as well. So it's like the intentions aren't as pure their kinda like mixed in with his own desires. I hope I'm explaining my thought process clearly. It sounds better in my head
yea I get what you're saying, the intention this time behind it makes it seem more damaging since little a seems to be showing off a more obsessive/controlling desire.
I think little a doesn't realize this about himself, since we can see traces of it in the other times too.
either way the story has a very, lets say, "relaxed" take on consent so far. given how cool whoever he's helped on the farm apparently is with little a and his mouth lol
See I don't want to consider him scum because I do think he a good person. I just think this chapter his desires came through more which kinda tainted the innocence box I put him in. Because nefore it seem like he thought process was pure like he literally thought he was helping. Where now it's like he thinks his helping but a part of him knows its wrong but he's desire to be wanted/needed by K is what's pushing him to really do it. The author probably gonna write as tho K will enjoy it and be happy for his help.I dont hate little A or anything I'm just surprised by his inner dialogue and actions this go around.
No I wouldn't say that I would say I guess I didn't dwell on it because his intentions seem really pure like he felt and thought he was really helping them and not expecting anything in return. It was just pure I see you in danger and this is what I believe should be done to save you. Where now its like he is acknowledging that OK this person really doesn't want this and will be angry if I do this. But I really want them to acknowledge me and want me as well so imma go forth and do it. So where he is helping him but the intentions isn't as pure anymore since his desires are mixed in. Idk how to explain it well I hope it comes across understandable.

I mean I get he wants to help but K did in fact tell him no and leave. && he is under hypnosis. So I hate to say it but Little A this is rape. I know many won't agree but this is exactly what it is. Little A even acknowledged that K didn't want him to help him. Am I saying Little A is a horrible disgusting vile person NOOOOOOO but I am saying this is rape and possiblyyyyy fall under the Coercion category I'm just saying don't fight me. But I honestly thought K was gonna freeze up on his own triggering the tonic immobilty and Little A was gonna use the trick to bring him back but I guess not. I mean I get we all be looking forward to the smut but I like consensual smut so idk idk idk.....