Thank you putting this into words. No better explanation. This is exactly what yuta is. Pretends to be strong but really he is still that kid S met the first time. But with a lot of anger and hurt. And yes he doesn’t really have a plan. But S definitely confuses me. I don’t understand him that well. He is definitely attracted to yuta maybe physically. He can also read right through him. Every single time. He never misses. He knows exactly whats going on in yutas mind. But then he is also hostile towards him. But he also cares. Like whats going on with him
This is amazing thank you.
Seunghyun is definitely falling for Yuta but he refuses to accept it. He has a lot of internalised homophobia witch makes him act hot and cold and is using Yuta's past to turn him into a villain in his mind. He believes Yuta wants to seduce him like he did with all those other men. While he is not wrong about Yuta trying to seduce him, he is falling for him all on his own. I think Seunghyun is all about the conflict between what he wants (seen in the way he tried to protect Yuta and is housing him to keep him safe until he gets better) and his beliefs/ homophobia (seen in his harsh words and how rough, almost punishing, he is during the sex scenes)
Honestly i think Yuta is pretty simple to understand he's like a sheep in wolf's clothing. What i mean is he's hurt and angry and he can't take it out on the men who hurt him in the past bc he expected that from them, it was his normal, but S was completely different. Yuta viewed S as an angel sent to save him so when S moved on yuta felt abandoned. Yuta out of nowhere found a person he felt safe with, happy with and at peace. For the first time Yuta felt like a human and not a object just for S to then leave. And that was the most cruel thing anybody could have done in Yutas eyes bc it was like showing him heaven only to drag him back to hell mocking him with something he will never have. So Yuta wants revenge he's angry and traumatized but also in love but he's in denial about being in love he doesn't want to accept that after everything he still loves S. Tbh I dont think yuta even has a grand plan I think hes winging it. Yutas only goal is to keep S by his side but more than that he wants to be loved by him so him so he can then hurt him the same way. Only that subconsciously yutas true feelings are getting in the way of his "revenge". Bc honestly Yuta is extremely vulnerable literally a sheep in wolf's clothing, he's really only been capable of hurting himself.. for now at least.