This is hell

I have never experienced such a roll of emotions in a 92 chapter manhwa before, when I think it’s gets better it never does. I’ve cried so much in sadness and both in joy, I truly hope our mc gets out of this situation and has a better life he deserves so much, i honestly wished that these two could’ve worked it out in beginning but you can’t change someone that broken and corrupt the ml (if you can even call him that) needs to go prison none of his actions were truly justifiable even with him cutting off that first guys fingers and I say this just because he’s does the exact same thing and feels no remorse for what he’s done. Sorry for the rant I just couldn’t handle this story, it’s makes me sad and disappointed I just wanted something cute.