To anyone who may take offense, this is just my personal opinion I wanted to get off my ch...

To anyone who may take offense, this is just my personal opinion I wanted to get off my chest. I'm trying to give this manhwa a chance, I really am. But so many things don't add up, there's plot holes everywhere. I understand the fear that was engraved in her because of her stepmother, but shouldn't at least one of the horrible things that have happened to her at least finally trigger her to tell her father just once out of desperation? Also, her current body is weak and delicate because she's lived as a flower in a greenhouse in that life so far. So where the hell is she getting this strength from? Mana? Sure, but she shouldn't even have that much because she never trained in magic, swordsmanship, or any activities in that life. She should've gotten very exhausted very quickly. And despite wanting to fix this life by changing the fates of the people who died because of her, she doesn't train. She doesn't do strength training, cardio, stamina training, nothing. Yet she seemed so agile and strong. Huge plot hole. And then towards the end of the newer chapters she goes around walking in the forest with these dead beat eyes. Like what do you mean "am I even allowed to go back?" and acting like you'll just accept death? Where did your determination go. Suddenly acting like that when you were given a chance to relive your first life that you regretted so much and you're willing to throw it away that easily when you don't even know if you'll even get another chance to life this life again? You don't even know if you'll be aware of your lives till now in your next reincarnation, you might just be born ordinary without any memories of your past lives.

Uggghh I know it's not that deep but all the shit isn't adding up and I can't focus on the story because of it