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Nosequeponer December 8, 2025 6:25 am

Ok, I'm up to date now, I read the whole thing throughout this entire day.
I really thought I wasn't gonna cry, like at all, and then they showed his past life and omfg, that shit hit me like a ton of bricks
I kept crying at the thought of something so horrible like that happening to Sejin
His whole life was shitty, and then for the only one person you though could possibly love you, RAPES YOU after you told him that HIS BROTHER RAPED HIM
I still cry on command when I think abt it, and the fact that it haunts the narrative throughout the whooooooooole manhwa, his nightmares, the insomnia, the almost incident at the bathroom w Ido's brother, or even just seeing Ido mad in his new life triggers that moment
I feel even more mad than the protagonist, yall don't know how much I cried at that scene where he asks "how could you do the same thing to me" ans he kept repeating that, really asking why, god I'm still crying js thinking abt it, my poor Sejin
And also, how dare he get mad at Sejin for stealing the documents, knowing that OFC HE DIDN'T JUST DO IT BECAUSE, IDO KNEW IT HAD A MEANING BEHIND, BUT STIL SLAPPED HIM
Sometimes I feel like I really take what happens to the mc much more personal than the own characters
Like, god if I was him, I could NOT forgive him, nor give him another chance
Yeah ik it's fiction or whatever, but I did not cheer for them getting together again
Whatever, I js want Sejin happy

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