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Try reaching out to them first and see what they think, if they do reapond you should apologize about misintentionally pushing them away. If they dont want to respond, it probably really did impact them
Honestly i tried apologising before but it was the time i didnt know what i was actually wrong for abt, they didn't accept it... I think they seem to be still mad at me. All i want to prove to them ive changed and stuff cause i genuinely regret ever hurting them. I don't think they see it or anything but part of me is stubbornly wanting to still apologise.
Im putting it here so it gets buried pretty quickly but i have a friend, an old one and we sort got into a drama between each other and didn't talk for months but i still care alot about this person deep inside and would want to reconnect with them, i pushed them away when i was depressed. It had hurt them more deeply than i thought. I never meant to hurt their feelings, still I know they were still hurt regardless of my intentions. They're a kind person and best there is, willing to hear me out but i fumbled. I couldn't be honest and took accountability properly and i miss them. Like alot. So much so i sort of dedicated a part of a whole song for them. We got along cause we had the same opinions on manhwas and stuff and i miss that.
Thing is they have me added and idk if they just dont realise im still added but we dont talk. I cant bring myself to unfriend cause what if one day we talk again? Yeah thats it. They probably dont care or hate me but still... I'd like to try.