what if the uke just kills himself in front of the ml so that it hunts him for the rest of his life but then i want the uke to live happily away from the ml
You couldn't have described my feelings for this you any better.
Yaoi*
Tbh, the ml lead follow him immediately after the way this mofo is going. "My uke is dead? Well bye world" immediately after, bro won't even think
what if the uke just kills himself in front of the ml so that it hunts him for the rest of his life but then i want the uke to live happily away from the ml