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I saw the explanation for why MC is into hardcore bdsm from another user ,, here you go ~ “But the novel actually explains things. MC grew up super sheltered with strict Christian parents (they literally own a church). He realized his desires young but felt confused and repressed. So when he finally gained freedom in college, he threw himself into reckless sex thinking it meant “freedom.” Kinda dumb, but also very believable given his background.” OP is @lacquerine

did the mc happen to have any traumas as a child for his fetish to be that hardcore. He kept looking for more and more pain. There has to be a reason behind? Like come on we get it if people are masochists but not to the point they could get killed. Like idk but I think theres so much more behind it all. Anyone have any ideas, raws ?