guys omfg pls help me

i read this yaoi recently and prob forgot to save that had a similar plot to "who got screwed" but not really, basically one of the guys was an actor or famous idk and blonde and the other one i dont remember but he had dark hair and was very kind. yeah the blonde thought he was gonna be the top but ended up being the bottom, then my dude (black hair) gets amnesia and even then blondie's still the bottom lol PLS HELP ME THIS IS SO SERIOUS IM SO STUPID CAUSE I EVEN REREAD IT BUT CANT FIND IT NOW