But hyobin kind of… really gets on my nerves. Like what do you mean you were ashamed and didn’t think that you were good enough for hyuk..? If you really thought sleeping with multiple men was something shameful… when he came back to you after avoiding you for months cause he caught you.. why did you keep doing it? What led him to be that starved for affection? I mean seriously. I genuinely don’t understand the purpose of that kind of self sabotage.. and being in denial about liking hyuk is all well and good, but repeatedly saying things you know will hurt him and that you don’t even mean, while in reality you’re just trying to run away from everything out of what? fear..? crazy.. and where exactly did he get this idea that everyone is going to eventually change and leave him? When could he have experienced something like that? Middle school? Because that was literally the only time he could have. Hyuk acted the same way the entire time they knew each other. I can’t take his actions as anything besides complete disregard for hyuk’s feelings, because hyuk never once did a single thing to justify that fear.. not even unintentionally.. Not to mention the entitlement of hyobin treating him any kind of way while thinking to himself “its fine, he’ll get over it and be back soon like always” even when he was repeatedly being shown that hyuk had never once actually been over anything. Honestly I think he really DOESNT deserve hyuk.
But hyobin kind of… really gets on my nerves. Like what do you mean you were ashamed and didn’t think that you were good enough for hyuk..? If you really thought sleeping with multiple men was something shameful… when he came back to you after avoiding you for months cause he caught you.. why did you keep doing it? What led him to be that starved for affection? I mean seriously. I genuinely don’t understand the purpose of that kind of self sabotage.. and being in denial about liking hyuk is all well and good, but repeatedly saying things you know will hurt him and that you don’t even mean, while in reality you’re just trying to run away from everything out of what? fear..? crazy.. and where exactly did he get this idea that everyone is going to eventually change and leave him? When could he have experienced something like that? Middle school? Because that was literally the only time he could have. Hyuk acted the same way the entire time they knew each other. I can’t take his actions as anything besides complete disregard for hyuk’s feelings, because hyuk never once did a single thing to justify that fear.. not even unintentionally.. Not to mention the entitlement of hyobin treating him any kind of way while thinking to himself “its fine, he’ll get over it and be back soon like always” even when he was repeatedly being shown that hyuk had never once actually been over anything. Honestly I think he really DOESNT deserve hyuk.