Thoughts soooo many thoughts

anonymous_me December 14, 2025 2:30 am

This was such an incredible read and I have so many thoughts. dk where to begin.

1st, this lwk reminded of the tokyo ghoul plot. MC experiences near death to death experience and are revived by the exogenous implantation in the body that resulted in them being revived and virtually immortal which also comes along with great regeneration but also not being able to consume human food and having to rely on human flesh as main source of energy. both mcs developing from first rejecting their self to acceptance of not only themselves but also as predators of humans

2nd, mamiya is an incredibly written character. his personality, insecurities, and actions are so deeply interwoven with his actions and also the plot. his traumas playing the role in determining the victims to be murdered was very interesting. him scared under seijis arms when he mentions gving mamiya head makes more sense later with his and that other classmate raping him n that fuckass asshole asking him to give that classmate head. that was so hard to watch my heart ached for mamiya and i genuinely felt like i understood why mamiya chose to kill him first.

3rd, the whole dynamic bw the characters as well as the plot was such a hard pill to swallow but it also made so much sense as well. at first i cldnt see mamiya as a possible love interest coz of his receding hair line (no hate and no discrimination ) but i gen started to see him as a cutie. he became so humane and such a softie later on compared to the first few apperances i commend the writer for this progression and also the character design. additionally, the whole subject/ owner treatment bw the two to being on the equal footing was lovely to observe.

alsooooo going on killing "spree" and murdering civilians but then, imo, hypocritically questioning why ppl hurt the weak was sooo hard to sympathize with but also made sense. i gen couldnt see how this relationship would work out and the way it ended but just the right sense for me. i loved them but this was a bound to be tragic story line. it makes me so sad and it also makes complete sense for me. this story is truly able to make such contrasting ideas blend together so well, its art ಥ_ಥ ಥ_ಥ ಥ_ಥ

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