I have mixed emotions about it all, I feel he does deserve it after ruining han-gyul’a life & then treating him so shitty while hiding from his own feelings, but at the same time I feel bad because I know at the end of the day none of this is making han-gyul happy maybe for a split second but otherwise? I think it’s just a way to cope. I also just hate seeing everyone so unhappy. I love the gangster so much & I want him to have his happy ending but I don’t think he’ll ever get it if he can’t be straightforward with who he loves like in his head and heart he knows, but he isn’t actually being honest with han-gyul & if han-gyul finds out what he was doing behind the scenes even if it was for his own good it’ll probably push them further away from each other. UGH THIS FREAKING RED STRING OF FATE!! It makes me so sad to think about how his string was cut & he was kept from real love, he deserves to be loved so badly.
I have mixed emotions about it all, I feel he does deserve it after ruining han-gyul’a life & then treating him so shitty while hiding from his own feelings, but at the same time I feel bad because I know at the end of the day none of this is making han-gyul happy maybe for a split second but otherwise? I think it’s just a way to cope. I also just hate seeing everyone so unhappy. I love the gangster so much & I want him to have his happy ending but I don’t think he’ll ever get it if he can’t be straightforward with who he loves like in his head and heart he knows, but he isn’t actually being honest with han-gyul & if han-gyul finds out what he was doing behind the scenes even if it was for his own good it’ll probably push them further away from each other. UGH THIS FREAKING RED STRING OF FATE!! It makes me so sad to think about how his string was cut & he was kept from real love, he deserves to be loved so badly.