it really feels so god damn sad but i both love and feel sad that lucas haunts paula till the day she dies, she and everyone else will never forget him, she'll never stop seeing him when she looks at ml's eyes.... and he knows that...butr they all loved him so its ok ig...he truly was loved. like if lucas had survived i dont think paula would have ended up with ml...
ill think of this novel till the day i die....
however i will still say is that paula DOES love the ml, there is true and genuine love between them, they make each other better, its so so so so cute to read, and honestly i just adored reading paula, shes just so good,so entertaining but also so thought provoking, if your thinking of just reading the novel pls do it, its a little bit of a diffrent experience but still they both are pretty good.
the little bits in this arc where they are close and he calls out for paula and is looking for her in everything and shes just so close to him...and her wanting to reach out but also look away...her regretting describing her sister to him...its so sad but thier proper reunion and subsequent relationship progression is absolutely worth it.
her and lucas's brother are also so cute but damn reading about what happened to him and how he's doing all these years was so damn sad... ugh i could go on and on abotu that part of the story
it really feels so god damn sad but i both love and feel sad that lucas haunts paula till the day she dies, she and everyone else will never forget him, she'll never stop seeing him when she looks at ml's eyes.... and he knows that...butr they all loved him so its ok ig...he truly was loved. like if lucas had survived i dont think paula would have ended up with ml...
ill think of this novel till the day i die....
however i will still say is that paula DOES love the ml, there is true and genuine love between them, they make each other better, its so so so so cute to read, and honestly i just adored reading paula, shes just so good,so entertaining but also so thought provoking, if your thinking of just reading the novel pls do it, its a little bit of a diffrent experience but still they both are pretty good.
the little bits in this arc where they are close and he calls out for paula and is looking for her in everything and shes just so close to him...and her wanting to reach out but also look away...her regretting describing her sister to him...its so sad but thier proper reunion and subsequent relationship progression is absolutely worth it.
her and lucas's brother are also so cute but damn reading about what happened to him and how he's doing all these years was so damn sad... ugh i could go on and on abotu that part of the story