Reading while listening to yearning music, this is killing me. I don't know what to feel, I don't know how to describe it. I can't imagine still meeting up with the person I love, and then them using me for their own pleasure. I know a lot of people are struggling with this irl and I just can't imagine it. This is such a bittersweet feeling but more on the bitter part. It's like a kiss from the very person that you yearned for - for years but knowing their feelings aren't the same as yours.
Reading while listening to yearning music, this is killing me. I don't know what to feel, I don't know how to describe it. I can't imagine still meeting up with the person I love, and then them using me for their own pleasure. I know a lot of people are struggling with this irl and I just can't imagine it. This is such a bittersweet feeling but more on the bitter part. It's like a kiss from the very person that you yearned for - for years but knowing their feelings aren't the same as yours.