It not that he despise it, its that he despises how now he’s held back from his secondary gender he obviously cares about judo and strength and he legit stated how he had to work hard to get where he was compared to being a alpha where it comes naturally and he has every right to be upset I couldn’t imagine having to constantly work hard to keep up and think you finally gotten to a point where your not weak just to find out it’s because of a alpha and not because of the work you’ve put in
True true. Though, one of them was gonna suffer either way. Someone was going to be held back because of their gender and it so happened to be the mf with the bigger dreams
Here's my thing....to despise your OWN secondary gender when you were so ready to BE WITH that secondary gender as a partner anyway is so odd. Did you not respect that gender enough to have empathy? I get the angst from being a kid and not being what you want, but as an adult? Cmon y'all...just kiss and touch tips already