Guys help me find a bl manhua plus plus plis

So a whole ago I was reading a manhua about this MC who was very devoted to the male lead, he would make him handmade dumplings and stuff and the ML actually has a childhood sweetheart and the ML is emotionally constipated and can't express his feelings, the ML's mother and the Childhood sweetheart's mothers were great friends and they grew up together, the childhood sweetheart came back and the MC realized the ML was dressing him exactly how his Childhood sweetheart dresses and a lot more other stuff so they break up and ML decides to go on a trip,( btw the ML's brother is actually really nice to the MC and calls him his brother in law) The MC goes on the trip and there happens to be a car accident and the guy that was his Guide dies, and MC wakes up after the cremation of the guide who everyone thought was the MC, the ML goes through a whole denial phase where he didn't want to believe the MC was dead and bought engagement rings for the MC cuz he knew MC wanted them and he goes to a psychiatrist and MC was alive btw living the Guide's life cuz the MC has no family members and the guide had a sick grandma with dementia so the MC takes care of her and becomes an actor because the og guide wanted to become one, idk why no one suspects him but the grandma believes MC is her grandson so there's that, there's like a lot of details missing but this is the gist of it