It seems MC is more confused about his own feelings than ML . Cuz why did he run away at all then ?if he was running away from sexual abuse, why come back to abuser to do exactly that ? If he was running away cuz they were being intimate even though they are family, why come to do worse things with ML after coming back( like full on sex) ? Adding more to it , he ran away cuz he knew ML had feelings for him then why come back and make him fall even deeper just to cheat ? Man nothing makes sense . That song he sang seems to be for ML cuz he was gonna make him fall to the ground after making him fall harder .
It seems MC is more confused about his own feelings than ML . Cuz why did he run away at all then ?if he was running away from sexual abuse, why come back to abuser to do exactly that ? If he was running away cuz they were being intimate even though they are family, why come to do worse things with ML after coming back( like full on sex) ? Adding more to it , he ran away cuz he knew ML had feelings for him then why come back and make him fall even deeper just to cheat ? Man nothing makes sense . That song he sang seems to be for ML cuz he was gonna make him fall to the ground after making him fall harder .