FCK THIS, AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO GETS FRUSTRATED WHEN AUTHOR MAKES EVERYTHING SO IMPLICIT? ...

FCK THIS, AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO GETS FRUSTRATED WHEN AUTHOR MAKES EVERYTHING SO IMPLICIT? I TRULY WANT TO ENJOY THISMANHWA DESPITE EVERYTHING, BUT WHY DO I ALWAYS HAVE TO FIGURE IT OUT EVERY SINGLE CONTEXT/IMPLICATION BY MYSELF LIKE WHY IS TAEHA LOOKING AT JAY LIKE THAT, WHY DID HE SUDDENLY THOUGHT OF HAESOO, BUT THE AUTHOR JUST REFUSES TO GIVE MORE HINTS TO US TO AT LEAST BUILD SOME TENSION BRO, GIVE US MORE CHILLING THINGS SO WE COULD ACTUALLY BE LIKE OH SHXT SOMETHING BIG IS COMING BUT I FEEL LIKE EVERY TIME WHEN AUTHOR WANTS TO DO SOMETHING LIKE THAT, SHE JUST CHOPS DOWN THE MAJORITY OF THE CONTEXT AND JUST LEAVE EVERYTHING AT MIDDLE LIKE I REALLY WANT THIS MANHWA TO BE THAT SPICY, THAT CUNNING BUT EVERYTHING FOR THE “SUPPOSED/INTENDED TENSION” JUST GOES NOWHERE AND LIKE A SMALL SPARK, IT FADES AWAY SO QUICKLY, LIKE I’M NOT READING IT WITH AN ENTHUSIASM, IM JUST LIKE AH YES, WOW, SPIDEY SENSES, NOW WHAT, LIKE THIS IS NOT EXCITING AT ALL AND IM SO DISAPPOINTED CUZ I WANTED IT BE AS GUT WRETCHING/ STOMACH FLIPPING EXCITING BUT WHY EVERY EMOTION IN THIS MANHWA IS SO DUUUULLLLLLLL (im so sorry guys, i had to went it out somewhere, im just so tired of this tension building thing failing every second time and author just dragging everything at this point, this is not a slow pace anymore this is just chopping everything at mid)