Yuta's going full speed and Seung-hyun can't catch up to him. He thought that hurting him (raping him) will persuade Yuta and scare him enough to run away from him but he felt last minute remorse because that shit was brutal and decided that he should 'helped him' out of pity and again, remorse for not doing that in the past. Even tho, he doesn't know what he wants from Yuta or what to do with him so he 'takes cares' of his needs but at the same time his internalized homophobia, rigid persona and social standing as a Yakuza clashes with Yuta's unruly big mess of a person. Yuta's a calculated person so probably all this is a big facade but both are so unpredictable... Such unstable individuals who only know how to push each other bottoms, do things the way they want to and hurt each other.
Yuta's going full speed and Seung-hyun can't catch up to him. He thought that hurting him (raping him) will persuade Yuta and scare him enough to run away from him but he felt last minute remorse because that shit was brutal and decided that he should 'helped him' out of pity and again, remorse for not doing that in the past. Even tho, he doesn't know what he wants from Yuta or what to do with him so he 'takes cares' of his needs but at the same time his internalized homophobia, rigid persona and social standing as a Yakuza clashes with Yuta's unruly big mess of a person. Yuta's a calculated person so probably all this is a big facade but both are so unpredictable... Such unstable individuals who only know how to push each other bottoms, do things the way they want to and hurt each other.