Am I the only one who is a fan of yaoi but has never read Finder?

There are a lot of readers who like Yaoi but not the rape-as-love plot either because rape is trigger or because they find the plot ridiculous.

Accidentally Yamane Ayano opened Yaoi-world for me. I (I clicked wrong button on Ikoku Irokoi Romantan. HA+ "
Then Crimson Spell made me crazy in loved with BL since.
Whatever I took time to be able to read Finder, the BDSM & rape scene on first chapter scared me. HA+(≧∀≦)

My first BL is just Haikyuu doujinshi and suddenly I read Finder and like it ._. I didn't know what happened in my mind at that time

I've never read or watch Finder

I've never read Finder either, I did try to read a few pages and flipped through the first chapter once but It wasn't for me.