I think the author/artist would be both pleased and freaked out by that confession XD He does have a nice dick. And it's fine to fantasize about fictional characters. It's just as valid as those who dream of marrying their favorite characters. Go you!
I'm not gone lie but I dream to have a dream for Alex to penetrate me ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄