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That is not what he meant. The night before he was thinking that, but when he went on their date he became jealous at the thought of Kanata loving anyone other than him and realized his true feelings. So he wasn't being selfish, he came to the realization that he has always loved him and will always love him as more than a brother.
Hehe, yes, I thought it was a kinda amusing confession, since it did sound selfish if you took that first part about himself seriously and ignored the implied confession in what he ended up saying he wanted from Kanata!
You want him to always think of you as number one, but you want to also be allowed to date someone if you find someone you're more into later on?
You're kinda selfish bro