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What i got is that he has a sickness that makes his lifetime expectancy to be short. So he's like, always trying to be ready to die (But it's still not sure if he would die even after being told that he only has 3 years left since that's apparently what happened before). Therefore leading to the conversation he had with his lover.
Correct me if I'm wrong. :)
I'm abit confused? Does this mean his going to die soon?
Loved the drawing though