
dark heaven is my #1 favorite yaoi of all time. idk it feels cringe to categorize this masterpiece as a yaoi. its the first story who can make my cry so fucking hard when simon told connor he is his love, his god, his supreme being. i cried when simon abused drugs and imagined connor beside him. i cried when they first kissed. i cried when they broke up. i cried when they finally got back together. now i cried when they had sex, whisper sweet nothings, and kissed. i cried when the public finally accept them as a normal couple. i cried when simon proposed to connor. AND I FUCKING CRIED WHEN SIMON TAKE CONNOR A WALK TO HIS IDEAL HEAVEN AND CONNOR SAID THERE IS ALWAYS ME IN YOUR HEAVEN RIGHT FUCKKKKKKKKK THAT FEELS MAN
i've always tried to reread this masterpiece but i just couldn't do it. cause the feels man. it's too painful to read it right at the start so i thought maybe if i read at the last quarter of the story i'll be fine but nope. no matter where i start reading it's still too much for my feels.
it's either that the moment is so frustrating and painful or just plainly too pure for my soul. it's that wide in the feels spectrum.
so if any of yall are hesitating to read this, please try it. the story plotwise is brilliant. the concepts and the themes used in the story deals with sensitive issues that are present in our current society.
it's frustrating and all but you'll really come to love the story and the characters.
the art style was simple but the way the author illustrates all the scenes, and the flashbacks left an impression to me. the transitions were so smooth i thought i was seeing a film in my mind. a well done film.
for people who are a bit squeamish and sensitive tho it's graphic and vulgar as hell. but i still recommend it cause it's such a great story. i guarantee that you won't regret reading it.