I guess anal play is out of her strike zone?

She broke up with him because he discovered that anal play feels good? I'm not saying this is a bad thing, as i said in the title it's "just out of her strike zone". It's just her preference, why stay with someone you aren't compatible with? I just don't personally think the WAY she broke up with him was all that great, she made it seem like he's disgusting for liking anal play. -moving on-


So, what Sangtae's friend said is SO right: "it's okay with me because i'm a masochist, but it's a different story for regular people". This is what i've been saying. Well, at least Sangtae's finally starting to realize that all the shit he's done is fucked up and he even just admitted that he did it all because he got horny: "I mean, i guess i did go overboard with it... But the way he would blush and look at me with tears welling up in his eyes... It was just so darn cute that i couldn't help but want to keep teasing him".

There WAS something i was wrong about though, something surprising, he says he actually IS serious about helping Jinwoo find a solution to his problem. Though he also says "is it because i didn't seem to take him seriously at all?". I take this to mean that while he IS serious about wanting to help, he keeps getting horny when he sees Jinwoo struggling with the fantasies and ends up giving in to his lust instead of helping. For some perspective, this is the same as coming across someone who's drunk or drugged with an aphrodisiac and being like "well, i was originally going to help them, but they were hot and i couldn't hold back"... Jinwoo confirmed something for me though as well, that his body was trained to like anal play and that his body knows that pleasure now and that it was indeed the visualization from the fantasies that did it, as i said in my last comment: "it 's that perverted Ma Sangtae's fault that i even know any of this crap!", "Although the fantasies didn't come with any actual physical sensations... They did teach me about some new places in my body that feel good... And how much to press or put in to feel that pleasure.", "how can i just ignore all of this when i know how good it feels!". He wants to "ignore" it, but can't because he "knows how good it feels", because the fantasies "taught him some new places in his body that feel good". He then goes on to say "i'll use it just this once" and "I'll enjoy this one last time... before i cut all ties with Ma Sangtae, or so i tell myself... I wont let him... Corrupt me by turning me into someone i don't even recognize anymore". He had to TALK himself into using it, he wants to "ignore" this new urge that is popping up in his body because he doesn't want Sangtae to "corrupt him". He was trained against his will, as i said. It's a negative thing for him. He means to "cut all ties" with him to avoid "being corrupted", the anal play being one of the ties as he "only knows this stuff because of that pervert Ma Sangtae", hence this being "the last time".

As a side note: Jinwoo just gave more insight on how he feels about Sangtae: he considers him a "perverted bastard" (pg 2) that he plans to "cut all ties with to avoid being corrupted into someone he no longer recognizes" (pgs 5 and 6) who has now "completely ruined his life" (pg 18 ) to the point that he went over to his house with a bat. As Sangtae's friend said, "He can't get promoted thanks to Ma Sangtae... Ma Sangtae keeps messing with him AND Ma Sangtae keeps sexually harassing him", he has no reason to like, let alone be interested in Sangtae romantically. Sangtae even realizes and admits this when he says he "went too far". Sangtae's friend even says, and i quote: "admit it, you're a scumbag" and Sangtae agrees when he says he "went too far" as well as with his obviously guilty demeanour. If Sangtae AND Sangtae's friend are admitting he's a scumbag and that he went too far, AND Sangtae himself just admitted he acted the way he did because he got horny while looking at Jinwoo, is there really even an argument for him anymore? Same for the whole "Jinwoo consented" argument, he views Sangtae as "corruptive" and is trying to "cut ties with him" even going so far as to change jobs without telling Sangtae. Checkmate? ╮(￣▽￣)╭