If this ends beautifully I can even believe in God. Ugh... Doumeki is a perfect man. His c...

Not that it's the most important detail, but I wonder if in the upcoming chapters Doumeki will mention something about Kageyama's contact lens case to Yashiro, or will Yashiro (who was perceptive enough to know that Doumeki kept a clipping of the art competition in his pocket) find out himself. It was when Doumeki was asked to get the gun from the drawer and he saw Kageyama's case and it obviously for whatever reason motivated him to take it and not tell Yashiro. In the later chapters he is seen at his own window, upset and holding onto it (after Yashiro left him). Doumeki thinks the doctor is the only person who Yashiro could have ever loved, and he has resigned himself to not trying to move on and build anything with anyone else, maybe he's slightly jealous that Yashiro after 20 years still has that case in his room....

I think he really jealous of him. Remember when Doumeki was about to give Yashiro a blowjob but he didn't want to be seen by Doctor so he pulled car over somewhere else. I think Doumeki will never tell him (well meybe if he is desperate to keep him his side) and Yashiro will found out somewhat. It is a beautiful detail that Doumeki is not thinking the other man Yashiro slept with. (not that much) He is jealous of man Yashiro never slept with but loved. It shows what Doumeki wants from Yashiro. Before his body, he wants to be loved by him, he wants to be wanted and cared by him. So pure.

Yep, the first time he went down on him (I think?) when he was lying in the hospital bed at Kageyama's clinic and he said how he was sorry for doing it there, in case the Dr walked in on them. At that point it seemed more to do with him respecting Yashiro's feelings an thinking he might get upset if Kageyama (who Doumeki thinks Yashiro is still in love with) was seeing him with someone in that way. The occasion in the car seemed more about Doumeki's feelings. Doumeki knows that all the people Yashiro has slept with mean nothing. The only people that have affected him, are the first man who raped him, and then Kageyama who was the first one who he loved and it was unrequited meaning he doesn't want to allow himself to potentially make himself vulnerable again. It might seem a bit of an odd thing to say, and maybe it wont come out right, but the sex Yashiro has that is affectionate, like the Yakuza underling whe he said treated him "like his woman" and more importantly his experience with Doumeki, probably feels more violating and upsettting to him than any of the beatings and violent sex from yakuza men he experienced and coped with so far.

Hmm. I don't know what to think about it actually. Whenever Yashiro and Doumeki touch each other they feel a bit different from their past experiences. Doumeki traumatized by his father (it's coming up sometimes and I think in their second sex he will get over the thought he resembles his father) and Yashiro is not fully understand Doumeki's actions. He is "a weird one" to him. And hopefully he will be able to recover when he understands him truly. In their first, Doumeki was upset, Yashiro was afraid. I think their second sex will heal their hearts you know. When Yashiro left him, it was not because he hated the way he touched. He really did not want to see him hurt. But Doumeki is persistent and loyal man. I really hope they will get a happy ending.. (〜￣△￣)〜

Agree, does anyone want to guess how long they have actually been separated for? I mean it could have just been a week. Doumeki's persistence yep, the last time he was told to not visit the office for a while it lasted half a day.
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/saezuru_tori_wa_habatakanai/mf/v01/c003/1/

Oh... That chapter was really something. Doumeki even asked him if he wanted to be with him and his reply was so true And I think they were separated about 2 or 3 days. Because in first day, Yashiro weared Doumeki's jacket (which is so cute) and the other chapters doesn't feel like time has passed.

I never noticed the detail about the jacket, guess he took it from Doumeki's house before he left as another memento? I agree, the timeline must be quite short, as the chairman, well everyone thinks he is going to die soon so succession is imminent, which triggered the whole war. It's just we as readers have been waiting a few years for what is a couple of months in their timeline. (⌒▽⌒) This is why the comment section is a great addition, we can learn new things we never noticed like the jacket detail.

Right? ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶ Actually I thought it was the jacket but it can be t-shirt maybe. My English is not good so I didn't quite understand what he's referring to. He is saying "you are gonna stretch it" so it is probably the t-shirt. look
http://www.mangago.zone/read-manga/saezuru_tori_wa_habatakanai/mf/v04/c027/17/

Thanks :) Yep, it's Doumeki's T-shirt.

So there have been two "boyfriend shirts" scenes already now (Doumeki having that tiger jumper and Yashiro "borrowing" Doumeki's top when he legged it from his house) ha!

They are doing things so cute but they're like "ok, so what?" (๑•ㅂ•)و✧ We go all crazy about the cute things like wearing boyfriend's shirts or when Doumeki gave him a bj Yashiro was "what is this?"... Oh I noticed that when they are having sex there wasn't any page note like "pulls" or "kiss" "reached" "shocked" "creak" you know what I mean? Yoneda Kou was so good she didn't put those words but there was just their words. Looks. Actions. Readers didn't get distracted about anything. We just watched. Looked their expressions and understood all feelings. So smooth. Goddes Kou. Thank you for your existence. ლ(´ڡ`ლ)

Yep, my comment was more meant in jest over those more common tropes For the characters Doumeki obviously felt touched when yashiro gave him the jumper. Yashiro fott all we know might have been unable to button his own shirt due to his injury, and brcause he was upset/panicked etc wanted to get out as quickly as possible so grabbed the tshirt and got out. I dont think this is the case though, at this stage he likely thought about cutting off contact but still wanted to retain a sentimental connection to doumeki. Also for yashiro his clothes are part of his act, as well as showing his status as thr leader. For him to wear anything other than flash suits is a big change in brhaviour .

I think so too. But I mean... They aren't showing those emotions to us. We are just guessing. They don't blush, don't get shocked or any significant signs. We understand them. That is it. Yashiro is being incredibly shy when it comes to love. He does not even admit it even if he felt something. Even if he says to Doumeki "I don't want you to get hurt because I don't know want will happen to me if you get hurt" but he is not even blushes when he wear Doumeki's shirt. Maybe he does not even think about the meaning. Doumeki did a great job with his confession. We will wait and see how far he goes. Hopefully he makes Yashiro release his feelings.

Agree! I am rereading it was able to clarify that doumeki has been working with yashiro for only 3 months. So quite a lot has happened to yashiro in such a short space of time after he was able to spend so many years surrounded by his walk and apathy.

Cant link the chapter but this was when doumeki took yashiro to his house . So it cant have been that many days since then in regards to the current chapter.

Yeah I remember that page and I was surprised too. Only months! Actually Doumeki falls in love with Yashiro in first sight. When he was a cop and Yashiro waved his hand to him while saying "Hey Cutiee!" (￣∇￣") He thought Yashiro is so beautiful. So their love is actually exactly what should it be now ha... Yashiro only began to realize how fine Doumeki is and Doumeki is deeply in love with him. He finds his outside and inside too beautiful. So nice ah...

Agree. Also in regards to how many days it has been since yashiro left douneki's house and to the current chapter, maybe as short as one or two days if going on yashiro's clothing .. and doumeki isnt waiting any longer(⌒▽⌒)

Sorry for adding another comment fueled by this reread (⌒▽⌒) On the topic of the tops, both only wore each others clothing (through choice) when seperated from each othet. Possibly even for a bit of moral support as doumeki says he wire the tiger top to visit his family who he had stop contact with since the crime with his dad came to light ....

Excuse the bloody typos from this tiny keyboard dear oh dear.

Np. But I must say, Yashiro really looked different when he wore Doumeki's shirt. His hair was down in a different way. I think Yoneda made it that way specially. He was really beautiful. By any chance he felt more happy than the past? I don't know... I don't think many times passed because Doumeki wouldn't wait that long. He looked kinda angry. I think we are about to read long conversations. And I wanna knock why Yashiro said 'why?

When he saw Doumeki was the one in the car