
I agree. When he drinks too much he wants to fuck and DG did not know how to resist ... but when he said "don't leave" I also think he was thinking about his first love. It could have been someone else in place of DG he would have reacted the same, I think ...
And suddenly ... DG will have hope, even if we know that Alex will end up loving him..but he does not like it yet and the only one who has hurt is DG...so (/TДT)/

I deduced from the images of the flashback and the way Alex reacts after their "date" by wanting to kill his feelings in the egg.
but it's only intuition ╮( ̄▽ ̄)╭ so it may not be that, but it's not far off, I think(๑•ㅂ•)و✧
I also think that he is afraid of abandonment and that he does not want to be attached to not being abandoned, he prefers to be alone rather than risk being left alone by the person he loves

All these really smart theories about Alex and his ex lol, i was so focused on my annoyance with DG, I didn’t even think about Alex possibly thinking about his ex. I think the same though, I’ve seen a few characters like this in yaoi manga, those who have had bad dating experience don’t want to date anymore. Poor Alex~ ╥﹏╥
Why does nobody seem to care about Alex being drunk? ‘Cause DG allowed Alex to fuck him whilst he was under the influence, DG would get in trouble for it. He could’ve pushed him off earlier, but he gave in...even though I really love yaoi sex (like any fangirl lol) im not quite into watching a character fuck another whilst drunk ( ̄ε(# ̄)Σ