I'm crying, I couldn't handle that rape scene. I was really hoping that it wouldn't happen...

My stomach hurt reading that chapter. What I give credit for though is that the writer managed to illustrate rape correctly, as the horrid act that it is, unlike many yaoi manga that seem to downplay it a lot.

Yes I understand. That's why I'm pleased that the author here did not let it slide and actually showed how much it affected the uke here.