as much as i hate sangwoo, i can’t help but feel bad for the shit he went through. and PTSD is a bitch. it’s terrifying constantly being reminded of being sexually assaulted. i actually empathize with the guy. holy shit.
now, about what he just said — i don’t think he would’ve never not been in pain but it’s the fact that bum was hardheaded and obsessed to the point where he didn’t want to give up and sangwoo saw that so now he’s even in more pain because he stayed. basically what i’m trying to say is that the pain was always there but bum is the reason why he’s no longer repressing it. I THINK.
this is so fucking painful.
as much as i hate sangwoo, i can’t help but feel bad for the shit he went through. and PTSD is a bitch. it’s terrifying constantly being reminded of being sexually assaulted. i actually empathize with the guy. holy shit.
now, about what he just said — i don’t think he would’ve never not been in pain but it’s the fact that bum was hardheaded and obsessed to the point where he didn’t want to give up and sangwoo saw that so now he’s even in more pain because he stayed. basically what i’m trying to say is that the pain was always there but bum is the reason why he’s no longer repressing it. I THINK.