I think it's definitely worth reading. I ended up liking this story way more than I thought I would
It's the "rapes him b/c he loves him" trope, and usually I'm 100% against reading those types of yaoi mangas, but this is one of my few exceptions. I think part of the reason why that is because it's actually acknowledged that rape /did/ happened and pain was caused, instead of it being portrayed as show of "possessiveness", though I won't deny there is some romanticism depicted here and there. I personally enjoyed the manga, it does hold a close place in my heart, and I do think it's worth reading, but I totally understand that not everyone will feel the same way I do and will view both characters as being the lowest of the low.
In the end it's up to you to decide whether or not to read it. It's not a long manga, so if you do end up reading it and not liking it, you wouldn't have wasted hours of your life or anything :)
Is this worth reading? i saw both the rape and the "i'll rape you in return" part, and im kinda tired of rape then fall in love/ "i actually love you so i hurt you" type of plot. The thing that can make me continue this is a unique twist..so is it better to continue this?