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Very much IKR??? But i'm gonna guess Lee Bins mental gymnastics stem from his past pain. A very irrational thought process, but he maybe thinking Hwa Gok would be living much more alright if he was gone. He's too scared to loose him like he lost his first love(?) that he forgot that Hwa Gok doesn't want to loose him either. Hopefully in the next chapter they talk it out, and hopefully Lee Bin would share his fears and anxieties about the topic to his lover.
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hwagok and bin are fighting ( maybe because hwagok wants to be a vampire?) and they aren't speaking and bin goes to visit gok? but is stopped by his sister, then bin proceeds to attempt to kill himself with pills and stabbing? but ofc it doesn't work bc he's immortal.
Like what the hell why would you try to kill yourself when hwagok is begging for the exact opposite which is to be immortal together? if anything, shouldn't he attempt to kill himself only /after/ he's tried to turn hwagok into a vampire? That way if gok dies instead of turning, then they can die together. Why would try to kill yourself before the baby is born when gok wants to be by your side for life, just doesn't make sense