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I think she meant that even if she wants to fall into ruin in the end, she wouldn't something awful as what the antagonist would have done. So, instead of grabbing the guy with the highest love points and force him to dance with her (which is the thing her game persona would have done), she decided to not do that since it's the worst.
IN other words, "Even if I want to follow the path of the antagonist, I wouldn't do something like that."
Oh thanks!
Omg the old Mary was also good to Addie
I ship it soooo much
And for all the people thinking its dumb,there's a readon she's aiming for ruin
And um can someone please explain her last line of chapter 4.3 to me??