I meant to click like sorry!!
i have the same reasons, but i don't see oge's and aki's relationship pleasing, the way oge chose music over aki tells a lot about him and why he's such a music prodigy... no more than this...
I want to ask you a question if you don't mind. What do you think makes Mafuyu's love for Uenoyama so fragile. Is it because he lost his first boyfriend and probably hasn't completely healed or should I say coped with it yet or is there another reason for his love being fragile for Uenoyama ?
Oh I don't mind bb!
I didn't mean fragile in the sense 'feeble' or 'weak', but yeah like you said his first boyfriend died in awful circumstances and they had that 'once in a lifetime' vibe that Mafuyu will not find with anyone else (I mean, they knew each others since they were kids, so it's an irreplaceable relationship) In comparison, his relationship with Uenoyama is like a newborn baby or a flower bud (therefore fragile)
But I feel like things will be fine for them because Uenoyama is such a good hearted and open minded guy, I honestly love their relationship the most and I wish we could see more of their development in the series ;.;
lmao ia, tbh i hate their relationship, especially because they're the kind of guys who make ppl around them suffer carelessly, which is why it's still a trainwreck despite being beautiful :')
Okay thank you for taking your time to explain it to me. I have a better understanding of what you mean now and I think your very much right in your statement. I do feel that Mafuyu felt that Yuki (I think that was his name but I'm sorry if I'm wrong) was someone with immense importance to him and was someone he loved very much. It was his first love and probably someone he had planned on spending the rest of his life with if it weren't for that tragic event taking place. I do feel as well that his relationship with Uenoyama is new and they haven't formed that deep and close bond as he did with Yuki. But maybe they will be able to once Mafuyu is able to cope with his pain and find the strength to move on. If not, I feel like there will always be this wall formed around Mafuyu heart preventing him to love someone as much as he did with Yuki. I hope that Uenoyama will be someone that will be able to tear done that wall and be someone that can support, love and help heal Mafuyu's heart for all the pain he had to endure alone.
I'm hoping as well that later on that the author will come back to these two. Because even tho they got together I feel that things between them is still unresolved in there relationship.
Oh and PS there my favorite couple too (≧∀≦)
I also hope for the same. I dont want uenoyama just to be behind someone's ghost and that Mafuyu will learn to put closure as well with his “what if” with Yuki and be able to see the present and look for a new future genuinely
what ifs and the past*
even them r suffering...
Wow weird seeing so many ppl complaining about the storyline.
Personally the only thing I hate is Aki, cause this guy has no redeeming qualities, like at all. Makes you wonder what the ppl around him sees in him.
But even so I like that this manga has many flawed characters and relationships, I think some of the perspectives are beautiful, Uenoyama's love for Mafuyu is so pure, and Mafuyu's love for Uenoyama is so fragile. Haru's love is unconditional but painful. Aki and Ugetsu relationship is just a beautiful trainwreck.
Honestly if you don't like BL or romance that focus on feelings rather than sex, then you should read something else, there's plenty of that out there. Personally I'm enjoying the pain lmao, I'm here for it in fact, it really reminds me her doujin works 13 cm/Kizuato Spectrum, so freaking painful yet so good, it gives me the same kind of feelings.