i hate yaio mangas when they get rapped,becuaes i too got raped.....i told my friends but ...

If your friends make fun of you for something this serious you better change of friends, I think you should try talking about that to someone more reliable

if u like yaoi manga and u think of killing urself one day then think, if u die then u wont ever read yaoi manga, read manga or watch anime ever again. and if ur friends just make fun of u with this serious matter of u getting raped then i agree with Caelumlucis that u should just ditch ur old friends and find some new ones who will accept this matter seriously.

i don't understand your line of thought. you should kill yourself for a better life? it takes a lot more courage to live than to die. if your friends make fun of you because you were raped in the past, why'd you call them friends anyway?

@ sakura no ace
You definitly need new friends!!! And in the meantime you need to talk to someone. Trying to handle everything alone is no solution.

Talk with your so called friends and tell them that it`s seriously no joking matter.

And if you still can`t rely on them or even if you think you can, please contact a counseling center nearby - you can keep it anonymous by phoning or writing them online if you want. Self-help groups are a possibility too.

You`re not alone. It wasn`t your fault. You`re still worth something, your life is worth something, even if you can`t feel and recognize that at the moment.

i agree with u about the manga and u should pay no mind to those who would not believe anyone and joke about such topics. that fact that u r able to talk about it on such an open website just goes to show how u have over come it and moved on. doing such things takes a lot of courage and i commend u for having such strength.

Please don't kill yourself

........you should get new friends.....

You should get new friends that can support you and love you for who you are that's what real friends do