Some people fail to understand something : Minjae is a victim. Altho he understands what's right and what's wrong, what's good for him and what's not, he's still not in control of himself. He suffers in the faulty sense of security Yohan once gave him. He doesn't love Yohan, he simply sees him as a support, someone to lean on even if he denies it to the point his mind makes it appear as if it's okay to be used by him. Now he says he hates him, and he really does but he definetly can't let go of him, even if he really wants to. It's the same feeling of security he once felt that binds him, suffocates him and sucks him dry until he's empty of any self appreciating feelings. He hates himself, he even said so, and the first step to be free is for him to start loving himself,to realize where his boundaries are.
I've been in this situation, I've been lost and I've felt used more times than i can remember. That's why this webtoon really hits me in the feels. I know so fucking bad how Minjae feels, i ain't proud of it. Sorry if this offended anyone in any way or if i phrased something wrong.
Some people fail to understand something : Minjae is a victim. Altho he understands what's right and what's wrong, what's good for him and what's not, he's still not in control of himself. He suffers in the faulty sense of security Yohan once gave him. He doesn't love Yohan, he simply sees him as a support, someone to lean on even if he denies it to the point his mind makes it appear as if it's okay to be used by him. Now he says he hates him, and he really does but he definetly can't let go of him, even if he really wants to. It's the same feeling of security he once felt that binds him, suffocates him and sucks him dry until he's empty of any self appreciating feelings. He hates himself, he even said so, and the first step to be free is for him to start loving himself,to realize where his boundaries are.
I've been in this situation, I've been lost and I've felt used more times than i can remember. That's why this webtoon really hits me in the feels. I know so fucking bad how Minjae feels, i ain't proud of it. Sorry if this offended anyone in any way or if i phrased something wrong.