i feel you but don't worry it will pass, you don't need to rush and try to find a new love just ontinue as you are and it will appear as for me i just lerned to live with the pain 'cause i know that from every experience there's always something to learn from it
that's really a good way of thinking, thank you
The flashbacks were about the seme, not thevuke. Seme’s hair is blond but his natural color is black.
Also i believe they are both at fault. Since this is a yaoi, every character is overdramatic and creates shit ton of drama out of dust because i guess it’s a trend.
Actually ignore what i said about the flashbacks, it is the uke. Idk why somehow i got myself thinking it was the seme lol.
at first I keep thinking thei're relationship is pretty disturbing like threesome or getting fucked by random guy's to comfort his mental state, and then I started to blame the Uke being a Slutt, but then I come to know the story about his past and I could understand his actions (in that kind of situation to come out everyone have to be really really strong in mind to not go in the wrong path or as him starting to play around) everything was very painful to see, just hope the Uke can forget his traumatic experience he had in the past and can live a better life. Me too when I broke up with my partner (because he was cheating on me) I couldn't believe anyone but only my partner and then when I found the evidence myself I was mentally destroyed after the broke up I was also like the first one who ask me for I will go with that person but then I came to understand that would only ruin my life so I keep myself busy with study, internet, sports etc it was very very hard. When I think about it I still feel sick and depressed