So basically... Tsukasa bullied Shuu in high school because it turned him on, probably because he fell in love but didn't realise it. Could never forget Shuu's hateful eyes. Shuu wanted revenge but fell in love with the (fake) nice Tsukasa, he became obsessed with him because Tsukasa finally was his. Tsukasa noticed that Shuu fell in love with him and felt disgusted/turned-off because the hate in his eyes is what gets him going. Classic case of denial/reaction formation. Now Shuu has this desperate monologue about how he wants to make Tsukasa his because of his inferiority complex otherwise he can't move forward (probably his interpretation of the feelings he has for Tsukasa). Tsukasa says that the root of Shuu's feelings is basically just hatred and Shuu should just accept it and let it all out, then he is going to fall in love with Shuu. Tsukasa says this because he selfishly wants to be hated by Shuu even tho he knew Shuu was infatuated with him. Shuu is like ok there seems to be no other way out I'm miserable but whatever. And that's it lmao? How unnecessarily complicated. I mean yeah keep pretending y'all hate each other even tho Tsukasa obviously wants to be hated because he can't stand to be loved and Shuu obviously loves him ugh so stupid some people just love to be miserable
So basically...
Tsukasa bullied Shuu in high school because it turned him on, probably because he fell in love but didn't realise it. Could never forget Shuu's hateful eyes.
Shuu wanted revenge but fell in love with the (fake) nice Tsukasa, he became obsessed with him because Tsukasa finally was his.
Tsukasa noticed that Shuu fell in love with him and felt disgusted/turned-off because the hate in his eyes is what gets him going. Classic case of denial/reaction formation.
Now Shuu has this desperate monologue about how he wants to make Tsukasa his because of his inferiority complex otherwise he can't move forward (probably his interpretation of the feelings he has for Tsukasa).
Tsukasa says that the root of Shuu's feelings is basically just hatred and Shuu should just accept it and let it all out, then he is going to fall in love with Shuu. Tsukasa says this because he selfishly wants to be hated by Shuu even tho he knew Shuu was infatuated with him.
Shuu is like ok there seems to be no other way out I'm miserable but whatever.
And that's it lmao? How unnecessarily complicated. I mean yeah keep pretending y'all hate each other even tho Tsukasa obviously wants to be hated because he can't stand to be loved and Shuu obviously loves him ugh so stupid some people just love to be miserable