Nope.. He was in love with Huo Yi, but Yi loved Mu and used Jiamu only as a replacement for Mu.. They only had a sexual relationship.. Since Jiamu was timid by nature instead of actively pursuing Yi, he could only resort to taking drugs to make their sexual relationship better.. He made a mistake of mixing drugs with alcohol and paid for it big time..
oh, i see. the drugs were for confidence. that didnt come to my mind at all. thanks for responding. how sad, he just was a kid that got beat up by life. makes me sad for him. =(
Yea.. Though Mu got back stabbed by his lover and almost died.. Jiamu still seems the most pitiful character in this whole thing..
Why did he take rush to make the seme happy? Was hou yi providing this kid drugs? Im confused.