what impresses me is how everything makes sense. To Luka, his Alpha mate feels far away. He's smart, handsome, popular, bright future, top rung of society. Just seeing Taisei makes Luka feel like he has a debt hanging over his head, like he owes Taisei money. He loves Taisei, so he desperately wants to free him of the hindrance he feels himself to be, which would also free him of the debt.
what impresses me is how everything makes sense. To Luka, his Alpha mate feels far away. He's smart, handsome, popular, bright future, top rung of society. Just seeing Taisei makes Luka feel like he has a debt hanging over his head, like he owes Taisei money. He loves Taisei, so he desperately wants to free him of the hindrance he feels himself to be, which would also free him of the debt.