Same.
it’ll more troublesome if you have personality disorder..i’ve been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder comorbid bipolar with psychosis..the personality disorder make everything i feel is intense..i love too much,hate too much,think too much..everything is too much..it’ll turn to hell if it clash with my manic episode..ughh
I’ve always thought that something was wrong with the way I think, love, feel, and hate so I stay away from people. Im to scared if they get to close and I brake down from going in circles in my mind that I'll lose them because they don’t understand me. Reading manga is my safe place. It’s the one place where I don’t over think although I feel like I can’t breath when I read certain mangas.
this manga and Given are the most triggering manga for me..sometimes it made my depressive episode go too intense..sometimes i got flashback..
When it happens take a breather try to keep reminding yourself that although you can relate that this, It is just a story. Its hard don't get me wrong. I catch myself over thinking about the characters pain. I have to remind myself a lot to.
i always drop it for a while and pick it up back when i’m stable enough
Knowing when to stop is good enough
part of my depressive ass crave someone like Jeff..who can handle me when i’m in my depressive or manic episode..but another part of it know i didn’t deserve someone like him because i know i will break him apart..