
Yeah I'm not trying to defend him but I see it as he doesn't want him to fall in love with someone else so he keeps his interest on himself but also he is being rude so it won't go further than a crush(?) Because if he fells in love with someone else how can he make him hate the person he loves but if mermans interest is on him he can keep it under control and I read much more horrible characters and they didn't get this much hate so I'm just a little confused
(And sorry if I made mistakes or it isn't clear English is not my first language)

True, I remembered because it was the first time he seemed clingy when mc told him he was gonna leave. Then he came to visit him and saw him laughing with his friends and he turned away, that's when he met the other guy on the bus. This story is going in a lot of different directions, I'm so lost frustrated at how all these events are loosely strung together.
Okay I have a really bad memory but I don't think ml is THAT bad? I mean yeah there were times he was rude and they had s*x (I don't remember if it was forced) but I think he tries his best to keep him alive he cares about him and does his best to not fall in love and not make him fall in love so of course he should be rude so he would hate him and also he should block his way with others and make him prefer himself so he can control the amount of love if there really was something that was unforgivable making him a trash please tell me but don't forget that merman should NEVER fall in love