Probably it's because it's been ages since I read yaoi and I'm used to a different type of...

Probably it's because it's been ages since I read yaoi and I'm used to a different type of standard; now I feel like this type of female lead is quite annoying.. Almost every shojo manga female lead are so insecure about having a physical relationship like even holding hands outside is taboo, they are shy like hell and think that "giving their body because you owe him" like it's some sort of reward is a must. At least her friend is more interesting and more clever..
I started reading this manga many years ago and I like the art style and the male lead (even though he's the classic shojo manga boyfriend who's patient and wants his gf to feel at ease) and I don't want to drop this manga.... I just would like to see a girl with the guts for once in a shojo manga, because I'm full of all these annoying type of girls (￣∇￣")