I felt sad and mad for Wenxu. I'm sad cause he wasted the love that Zhishu gave to him. I felt sorry for him cause he forgot that he's so lucky to have a lover who loves him untill the end. And I'm mad cause he's so stupid. Others will do anything to be love by someone like that, but he take Zhishu's love for granted. All the things that he did to Zhishu from cheating on him so many times, for hurting him physically, mentally and emotionally. For using violence and forcing himself into him, in short rape. It's sad that some of ppl in long term relationship thinks that it's okay even if they did a grave sin to their love ones cause for sure they'll eventually forgive them in the end. That it's okay to cheat as long as they still come back to them.
I wish that even though Zhishu love Wenxu so much, he left. I wish that did love himself first, and let go. What if he left when he found out that Wenxu having an affair with Shen/Chen that time? maybe he considered to continue his treatment, maybe he didn't die and maybe he's happy now. This novel made me realize that it doesn't matter how long you're together. Cheating is a choice, it doesn't matter if someone seduced you cause if you really love the your lover you wouldn't think to cheat at all. Don't take for granted the ppl who love and cares for you, always love yourself first.
I felt sad and mad for Wenxu. I'm sad cause he wasted the love that Zhishu gave to him. I felt sorry for him cause he forgot that he's so lucky to have a lover who loves him untill the end. And I'm mad cause he's so stupid. Others will do anything to be love by someone like that, but he take Zhishu's love for granted. All the things that he did to Zhishu from cheating on him so many times, for hurting him physically, mentally and emotionally. For using violence and forcing himself into him, in short rape. It's sad that some of ppl in long term relationship thinks that it's okay even if they did a grave sin to their love ones cause for sure they'll eventually forgive them in the end. That it's okay to cheat as long as they still come back to them.
I wish that even though Zhishu love Wenxu so much, he left. I wish that did love himself first, and let go. What if he left when he found out that Wenxu having an affair with Shen/Chen that time? maybe he considered to continue his treatment, maybe he didn't die and maybe he's happy now. This novel made me realize that it doesn't matter how long you're together. Cheating is a choice, it doesn't matter if someone seduced you cause if you really love the your lover you wouldn't think to cheat at all. Don't take for granted the ppl who love and cares for you, always love yourself first.