Yeah same.. I was so speachless cuz I i was feeling what the main Character was feeling and it always breaks my heart whenever i read this. I felt their every emotion and I wish their was a haply ending... And play katy perry's wong :thw one that got away' while reading the ending part when the main character died.. It will make you cry
yes! never really cried when it came to manga but this felt to real and once i read this the tears wouldn't just stop.
I feel you.. (〜￣△￣)〜
i finally decided to read this. Why? i came across a tragic yaoi and wanted more. but this gave me the heartfelt illness. with the way the plot set out. i understood why he didn't want him to know. but as the pieces were starting to come from every character i wish it was different. though no one would still be happy in the end. i couldn't root for the doctor. from the beginning they're love wasn't for someone to interfere entirely. but i felt for the MC. it wasn't enough to bare alone... he ended someone to cling to. he needed it. but it was him damage himself that i was feeling pity for him. i want to see and have felt the MC die. but i ended up feeling pity towards him and the rest. hurtfully hating but loving the doctor. they were things that i the guy deserve. but no one deserved to not see someone after death. it to painful. they all thought of themselves in the end. cause as i expect its the human mentality of the way how to survive. in the end the side love was never forgotten so when it closed of in the 70 or below. concluded it to being so human and karma