hmmm

she's like that from the start, im *kinda* just rolling my eyes everytime she start crying but still continue reading this bc i want to see aseph happy (our bb boi deserves it )╮(￣▽￣)╭ sorry hehe

I heard spoiler (don't read if you don't want to)
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she cried much because what happened in the novel is actually happened in her first life (she is original elzay in her first life, the god wrapped the memory of her first life into a novel in her second life while she lived in korea), and she died in her first life because she saved aseph, so she's unconsciously traumatized of aseph's sufferings, that's why she can't stop crying because it's about someone she loves in real life, not just an emphathy for a novel's villain.

ohh so its like <Suddenly Became a Princess One Day> ╥﹏╥

Oh right athy is also in her third life, but i guess athy's memory is blocked properly (but she breaks down and cry in chapter 80, i guess something finally triggers athy's memory), while elzay has a soulmate mark that keeps her connected to aseph despite having her memory erased, and that makes her emotion unstable (1. Her partner died, 2. She was sent to different dimension that put her even further away from her soulmate that made her even more in pain so the god has to take her back to her original world), so elzay's memory is not blocked properly (unlike athy), elzay might forget what happened, but she doesn't forget the pain

OOOHH I SEE, i haven't read the novel nor spoilers yet that's why at this point of the story im still seeing elzay's constant whining and crying ~kinda~ annoying (im very sorry (/TДT)/) but right now i feel like the story (until the current chapter) is 70%of her crying and all 30%plot which is too much for me. i just don't really see the point of repeated "crying for the same reason" and all.

BUT maybe this kind of thinking will change as story goes. And when you put it that way, it really made some sense. Thankss

cant wait to read the entire storyyy ლ(´ڡ`ლ)